I want to be closer to myself...
August 26, 2002 11:57 p.m.
I'm drowining in the almost tangible emotion that circles around our hall. My life is spiraling around as I get sucked down the drain, being drained of all energy and emotion. It's not worth arguing about, and it's not worth defending. It's only me, and that doesn't matter much.The self knowledge and self-sufficiency I have known of late are a memory now, no longer do I boldly and loudly shout "Look at me! I'm awesome! Now deal with it." Now I quietly murmur, "You must be looking for my roommate... yeah, she's great isn't she?" My safety net, carefully woven with little bits of security and knotted with bunches of confidence is beginning to fray. How long will it be before it fails?
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