mixtape

regrets about real life

January 23, 2003 8:49 p.m.
It feels very awkward these days. I no longer have a drive to update as often as possible, mostly because I'm terrified of offending everyone around me. I'm beginning to wonder if I really want to continue writing here. Almost every time I catch myself thinking that, I want to kick myself. I enjoy writing here, I enjoy the feeling of sharing my thoughts with others. I may not be the most interesting read (we have %%diary-weetabix%%, %%diary-badsnake%%, and others to take care of that), but I am totally honest and sincere about writing what I'm thinking. That's gotta count for something right?

So why am I holding myself back?

I guess online diaries were never made for real life friends to read.
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