ground and center
September 19, 2002 1:26 a.m.
A million and one words are trying to burst forth at once, but all I hear is one voice in my tangled mind. Your voice helped me forget tonight. It helped me to remember too. I feel like I've been neglecting you. Like I haven't been a good friend. It's so hard to give you advice when I know it sounds trite and I can't seem to follow it myself. How can I give you advice when I'm not there with you? How can I stop your hurting when it seems like I'm halfway around the globe? I choked back tears on the phone tonight, mainly because I didn't want to burden you with them. The words you left me tonight helped to let go of the anger I was feeling. You helped me to remember that someone outside of the crest still remembers me. You helped ground me and focus my energy on something that mattered. You.rewind - fast forward
