hard eddie
August 14, 2003 2:49 a.m.
Faced with a desire to write down every twisted, conflicting, convoluted emotion I've been feeling these past few weeks, I sat down today to write the ultimate update... one which would expose my true emotions to whoever wishes to view them, an entry which throws all caution to the wind and rejoices in my writing once referred to as "heartfelt tripe". But once I viewed my diary, I was unable to put the dark hovering emotions I was feeling onto such a warm and comfortable page. Instead I felt compelled to change my layout. By the time I was even REMOTELY satisfied with the new look, I was in far too analytical mood to really put my emotions into words descriptive enough to make an entry worth reading. I can't go into abandonment and astonishment with any heartfelt sincerity at 3 am and expect to go to sleep afterwards. So, for the sake of my own sanity, I will return tomorrow with what will hopefully be a fresh outlook as well as a fresh day.rewind - fast forward
