
Walter Baransky has no eyebrows!
August 22, 2002 12:34 a.m.
At this time a year ago, it was finally setting in that for the first time in my life, I was on my own. Now, I'm watching a new group of students making that same transition. I keep wondering how I compared to these new girls. Was I that enthusiastic or that withdrawn? Was what I meant as indifference read by others as scorn? Jackie told me on the 11th that she can see a difference in me since May. I'm prying deep but not finding anything to explain it... maybe it's a bit of maturity, maybe it's only a bit of self acceptance finally. I am what I am and nothing will change that. To quote a brilliant man, "You'll never share real love until you love yourself, I should know."
Will I give myself a chance this year? Who knows... maybe someone will finally know the real me.
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