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For Jackie

June 16, 2002 11:34 p.m.

I know that we don't get much chance to talk. I know that we aren't that close. I know that you have no idea how much I understand. But I do understand. I know all too well, and maybe someday, if we are close, you'll know. But until then, just know that you're not alone, and it's ok... and there're lots of us out there, and it's not the end of the world. I wish I could be there to give you a hug and make it all go away... I want to sing you a song and tell you a story and make you a cup of cocoa and tuck you in and let you sleep away the storm. If you EVER EVER EVER want anyone to talk to, call me at any hour! And I mean that! My extension is 4717 now, I seriously mean that! Lemme tell you a story...

"This guy's walking down the street when he falls in a hole. The walls are so steep he can't get out.

"A doctor passes by and the guy shouts up, 'Hey you. Can you help me out?' The doctor writes a prescription, throws it down in the hole and moves on.

"Then a priest comes along and the guy shouts up, 'Father, I'm down in this hole can you help me out?' The priest writes out a prayer, throws it down in the hole and moves on.

"Then a friend walks by, 'Hey, Joe, it's me can you help me out?' And the friend jumps in the hole. Our guy says, 'Are you stupid? Now we're both down here.' The friend says, 'Yeah, but I've been down here before and I know the way out.'"

I've been in the hole, I know the way out, and it's damn hard alone. I'll jump in there with you in a second if you ask. Now, lemme sing you a lullaby to sleep soundly.

Dear Friend

What's on your mind

You don't laugh the way you used to

But I've noticed how you cry

Dear friend I feel so helpless

I see you sit in silence

As you face new pain each day

I feel there's nothing I can do

I know you don't feel pretty

Even though you are

But it wasn't your beauty

That found truth in my heart

Dear friend you are so precious

Dear friend

I'm here for you

I know that you don't talk too much

But we can share this day anew

Dear friend

Please don't feel like you're alone

There is someone who is praying

Praying for your piece of mind

Hoping joy is what you find

I know you don't feel weak

Even though you are

But it wasn't your strength

That found room in my heart

Dear friend

You are so precious

Dear friend

~Stacie Orrico "Dear Friend"
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