raging exhaustion?
June 12, 2002 10:33 p.m.
I'm so tired I want to cry. And I want to get off the damn phone with my mother and just go to sleep already!I am bone tired, and I still have work to do, but DAMMIT I need a good night's sleep! There is so much spinning around in my head that it's painful. I can't begin to sort it out! I want to make everything just go away for a little while! I want my life to be nice and organized and I want to have a cute little picket fence around a cute little yard with a cute little house with a cute little daughter and a cute little kitten and a cute little life. But i'll never have it dammit! And I know that...
What is worse? Dreaming even though you know it will never happen, or not dreaming becuase you know it will never happen? I'm not quite sure.
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